On 22 August is will be the anniversary of Nico’s death. Another anniversary.
Another year come and gone and we are still riding on the justice train, a train which has stalled, broken down completely and on some occasions, reversed. It has needed a huge amount of urging, feeding and maintenance just to get this far.
I am finding this week ever so hard. I feel as if I can’t breathe properly and find myself wandering around the house as if searching for some task so meaningful that it will at least temporarily take my mind off this week.
So I have decided to do “A week of Blogs”.
A week in which I will blog at least twice a day or even more, every single day about what this week, this countdown to 22 August means to me. I will fill this week up with my Nico blogs in the hope is that it will get me through.
Please join me in my week of blogs – by reading them and by commenting too so that your words also become part of Nico’s “A week of blogs”.
I need something extra to get me through the week and it’s not going to get any easier. This year I swore that I would start making Nico’s birthday the day that we remember him, not this other horrible date, but still the pain is here again.
I miss you Nico.